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How do I do it all [09 Oct 2007|08:25am]

sari19
[ mood | cold ]

For the past few weeks I've been doing great.. but whenever exams start or I get stressed where do I run?? to food.. I eat until I cant eat anymore and then I cry myself to sleep cuz im so dissappointed in myself.
But last night I was watching my mother eat and I just felt sick.. I thought to myself if I dont stop this one day Im going to be just like her... no jokes... and i dont want that.

Whenever my dad wants to show me love.. he buys me food and then puts me down around other people because im overweight.. gosh its sooo frustrating.

My mother is putting us all on low gi eating.. which is good in a sense..but my parents always start things and never finish...
No body really knows whats been going on with me lately, i dont want people to know.
For a long time Ive felt so insecure bout how I looked and all my friends have always been super skinny.. but now I feel like im not just sitting around waiting for change... im making the change.

My older sister use to have an ed and she'd always put me down.. saying I have no self  control.. im just the fat kid...
But im taking it one day at a time,,, like i say... do whatever you need to do today to get the results you want tomorrow...

I dont have anyone to talk to about this... so i cant ask people for advice or tips or motivation to keep going...

*sigh*

xoxo Sari

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[22 Sep 2007|07:32pm]

questions07

im new  here...suggestions?

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[20 Sep 2007|10:41am]

ohnodestruction
my name is sarah my stats

heaight:5 feet
cw: 90
lw:84
hw125
stg:86
ltg:78

anyways if you all dont know about me I'll start by saying i have been hospitalized twice for eating disorders and several times for other mental issues. i started off bulimic my senior year of highschool. but even before than i had bdd. now i consider myself ednos(cause i do occasionally purge but it will be on something as small as a halfcup of icecream *eeeww i know) anyways excuse the fat stomach i jsut drank water give me your honest oppinion im hoping i can be a thinspiration


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ohnodestruction
help me! I had to eat a bagel with peanut butter in front of my family.. and i can't throw up cause its suspisicious.. does anyone know of a thign i could use as a laxative?

thanks

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i heard you were also looking for a mod. if that's true i'd love to give it a try [13 Jul 2004|05:27am]

xanaveganx
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Hey everyone [07 Jul 2004|05:37pm]

scarredchild
[ mood | happy ]

I found a computer! horaay!!!!!! I hope everyone is doing well...I'm having loads of fun (talking and smoking)....just wanted to say a quick hi, must go.


love love love
Jules

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Vacation! [05 Jul 2004|08:56pm]

scarredchild
[ mood | cheerful ]

I'll be gone for 8 days.
Send any questions here: LovelyAna@PutitInsideme.com
I'll try my best to check it but I will be on vacation ;)

Post and promote!

<3xoxo<3
Jules

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Yay! [05 Jul 2004|09:48am]

scarredchild
Took care of the userinfo.
Now for sleep.

(Promote!!)

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Maintainer. [05 Jul 2004|08:57am]

scarredchild
[ mood | bouncy ]

Okay...all of you that applied and what not are accepted.

I've decided to change the way I have people apply (I want it through email now, and only my mods or I will decide/vote).

Soo...yeah. Have fun and get me more members!! I'm going to change the userinfo so people start sending it in email later on today. I just got home and I'd like some sleep.

How was everyone's 4th?

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[01 Jul 2004|12:36am]

rock_gstefani

Here's my application peeps!

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Me at 115 lbs. (Halloween) [30 Jun 2004|10:42pm]

sporklike
[ mood | bored ]

Grr to weight gain.  I want those arms again.

 

 

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hey dears... [30 Jun 2004|06:34pm]

scarredchild
thediscobefore and rock_gstefani's applications need votes.

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pizza. smells good. looks disgusting. I didn't touch it. [30 Jun 2004|06:12pm]

scarredchild
[ mood | tired ]

freshnewcoma
drpilgrim
laureniswtf
pinklloyd
indolent_she

I'm so weak, banning those bitches takes up time( I did anyway though).

Yesterday:

-half a bagel
-grape fruit

swam, then threw it all up.


Today:

-bagel
-yogurt
-salad

I ate too much today...I got a new excersise jump rope, yay!

Friday I'm going shopping for new clothes then Sunday I'll hopefully be dining (sea food!) in San Fran with Rafe.

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[30 Jun 2004|06:14pm]

roadtoskinny
i know i was one fo the first to join, and i dont need an app, but here it is, just for your enjoyment.

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I WILL PUT IN PIX THIS WEEK... IM BORROWING A DIGITAL..

LOVE YALL <3

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[30 Jun 2004|06:04pm]

roadtoskinny
PS. THIS IS ELLELLE17.. SORRY, THIS IS MY DIET JOURNAL... OOPSIES!!

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Application [30 Jun 2004|01:57pm]

thediscobefore
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[30 Jun 2004|09:49am]

ellelle17
hey beauties..

just wanna say that i lost another lb! yesss!!

hey! do any of yall take/ have taken dexatrim green tea pills? i started takin em today! lemme know!

also, i am going to fill out the app so yall can know more about me later. the only time i update is when im at work, and i only have 10 mins left today, but i work tonite.

so ill talk to yall then!

my aim is grannystars if yall wanna add me <3

90 cals today so far.. lets keep it that way!!!

stay skinny chicas <3

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soo sleepy [29 Jun 2004|02:00am]

scarredchild
[ mood | exhausted ]

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Maintainer. [29 Jun 2004|01:20am]

scarredchild
[ mood | busy ]

Photoshop is down-- so our rejected, second accepted, and promotion banner aren't coming right now.

I also want "I'm a (proud) member of LovelyAna" banners or buttons as well.
If any of you can help-I'll love you lots?
I'm going to try and make some with another program (MegaPhotoSuite), but help is always welcome.

~~~~~~~~~~~

In other news after I get a little time I'll fill out the application so you all can know me a little better.

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[29 Jun 2004|12:54am]

sporklike
[ mood | calm ]

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